Special thanks to Adobe Photoshop.Friday, December 25, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Wired!


The braces are only anchored with the little braces glued on...no metal bands were used to anchor the whole deal. He has football shapes on the front two teeth and he chose blue rubber bands. He got quite the collections of gadgets to care for his teeth and it's like an early Christmas present for him!
He hasn't started hurting yet, but I expect to hear about it within 24 hours. For now, he's enjoying the extra attention!
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Cancelling Christmas
Am I the only one with cranky, bickering kids? I'd better not be the only one enjoying this twisted version of holiday cheer. My kids start fighting with each other over the DUMBEST things. I am nearing the end of my patience.
I took the kids to a museum today to see the free Christmas displays. Nathan couldn't complain about being there enough. Daniel wanted to go off with some boys he knew from school. (I've heard enough stories about these boys to know that I didn't want him out of my sight, in a museum, with these kids.) On the way home, there was endless fighting and complaining and crying. Sarah is still coughing up her last breath and Joseph's fever was coming back. Someone please stick a candy cane through my heart and end the suffering.
The pleasantries didn't end once we got home, so I quietly began undecorating the tree. The kids wanted to know what I was doing and I told them that we didn't have the Christmas spirit and so I was taking the tree down. The girls started crying right away. Nathan held out for a little bit, but eventually buried his head in his knees. Daniel sat quietly through most of it before storming out of the room and then the house.
The whole time I was taking the decorations off, I felt HORRIBLE! My stomach was doing flip flops and I wondered if I might cry. But I was serious about sending the kids a message...enough is enough! By the time I got all the ornaments off, my hands were beginning to tremble because I felt so sad about it and knew how the kids must be feeling, too. I told them they could save Christmas if they came up with a plan to get along better and STOP fighting.
It took them quite a while to figure it out and I had to coach the conversation more than I thought I would have to. We seemed to come to an agreement and I let them redecorate the tree after dinner. (I never did get the lights off.) But there is still more "mean" in our home than I feel comfortable with. Ugh. I wonder if I could postpone Christmas until we're a little nicer to each other. Some of them are still so young that I'm not sure how effective anything is anymore.
And just this weekend, Daniel started crying for no reason. He won't tell us what's wrong, but he's really good at slamming doors and storming away. Is this the beginning of adolescence? Or is there something else that's wrong? If this is "normal" development, I may not be strong enough to raise these children to adulthood. I may be the one that needs therapy. I'm scared!
Daniel gets his braces on in about 12 hours. We'll post some pictures when we can!
The beginning of the end
So, he's started thinking about it. We'll see what next year brings. For now, there's still magic in his heart (and mischief in his eyes)!
Update on Joseph:
Chad didn't get back from the ER until after midnight. It was decided that Joseph had a stomach bug (that was some bug!). They had to give him medicine to stop his vomiting. And then they had to give it to him again when he threw it up.
He did get a popsicle that he still likes to "talk" about. It must have really been melting like crazy because he has red streak marks on his belly that disappear into the diaper. I wasn't prepared with wipes at the time, so we'll have to get those next time. :) For now, he seems 85% better. He and Sarah apparently share the sick room. Her coughing is MUCH improved, but still kills me to hear it. At least she is able to fall asleep on her back; that's a sure sign of healing!
Poor working chums like us
I'm pretty sure that anyone who has to get up every morning, turn up the heat, make their own breakfast, drive themselves to a job that they had to find for themselves and share the work space with others just like them, ALREADY KNOWS THAT!
Personally, I don't actually know anyone that this article is news to. But then again, I don't know anyone who doesn't have to sweat their way through this mess that someone else created for them.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Santa Claus...he's real!
Daniel answered it and didn't quite know how to respond to the character standing on the front step. He even carried a bulging black bag. We invited him in (of course) and before too long he was handing out colorful Christmas paper bags to each of the kids. I think they were a bit stunned. I was just trying to figure out WHO???! Santa also delivered a nice fat turkey and some meat for the freezer.
I wish I could have captured the excitement in Joseph's eyes. He didn't completely trust the big guy in red and white, but he noticed that everyone was getting a gift and his own eyes twinkled in anticipation. It was very cute.
We had just been talking about what would be the FHE treat tonight...just about 15 minutes before, so the kids all ripped into their bags. Thank you to our "Secret" Santa. We didn't really feel deserving of the attention, but the kids sure had a magical moment. Your efforts were worth it...whoever you are!
About 10 minutes after Santa's departure, the door knocked again and some friends were at the door. Before he knew who it was, Nathan shouted out that Santa's elves were now stopping by. He wasn't too far off. They were bearing gifts and goodies...more FHE treat!
And then a little after they left, there was another knock at the door. This one was quick - you could tell they were on the run as they knocked. Daniel brought in a small bag of potatoes. Now things were getting comical. What a strange night we were having. The kids were all wound up by the time we started FHE.
Unfortunately, Joseph quickly came down with something. He slept through the FHE bustle until he woke up and filled his and Chad's lap with vomit. He threw up again (but now it's only stomach bile) about 1/2 an hour ago. His temp was elevated as was his breathing and heart rate. He's extremely sleepy and pale. So Chad just left to take him to the ER. Why don't these things happen while the doctors' offices are still open and the copay is only $20? We haven't been to an ER in over 4 years.
I did contemplate taking Sarah in last night, but held off and she's doing better. She hasn't run a fever (I think), but she has a nasty, breath-stealing cough. As bad as it still is today, it's better than it was yesterday, so I'm grateful. I can only imagine the stomach muscles this little girl is developing. I'll bet her throat is getting sore.
DUMB GERMS! Leave my kids alone! This is right on track for Leah to be sick for her b-day in a week and a half. It's a tradition in this family to be sick on your special day.
Nathan's Pun
Anyway, he just came in to me and said that our whole family is going to get coal for Christmas. I started wondering if he'd been peeking at the stocking stuffers. Then he says, "You know why? Because we're the Coal-etts." Very good Nathan. I never even thought of it that way!
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Christmas Pajamas
Sorry for the lack of effort. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed this week (though I'm trying hard to fight it) and needed the stack of Christmas cards out of the house. It does feel better to be checking things off my list.
I got a new calling (RS Sec) and I'm trying to adjust mentally to all that I'll have to do there as well as survive the remaining Christmas commitments. And I haven't been released from choir yet, so there's still that in the back of my mind...somewhere.
Anyway, here are all the shots I got of the kids. One of the reasons I gave up on getting pictures out was because I couldn't find one I really liked. So you get them all. :) It's too big of a challenge to get 6 little people to cooperate for pictures. When the camera batteries start going out, the shots get even worse. Fun times for all.















Wednesday, December 16, 2009
OK...One More
Christmas Video
Read it
It really appealed to the wanna-be-writer in me (which is hiding behind the afraid-to-fail-so-I'll-stick-to-folding-laundry persona I choose to display).
My Sign
I took a quiz to see what astrological sign I am. Yes, I do already know what sign I am. After 36 years, I think I know my own birthday! This quiz was just for fun to see if it would pick the right zodiac symbol (is that what I would call it?). I am a Libra. This is what the quiz result was (no, it didn't ask my my birthday in the quiz):
You're an Air Sign like Libra, Aquarius and Gemini: Air signs are incredible storytellers and many make great writers, actors or filmmakers. Unique and curious about others, you march to the beat of your own drummer, not wanting to follow anyone else's lead. You're analytical and unpredictable, and you use your great mind to solve life's problems. So if your sun sign is not Libra, Aquarius or Gemini, perhaps you've got air elsewhere in your chart!
I thought it was pretty interesting that it got so close off of 10 questions! I don't know about that not wanting to follow anyone else's lead part. I guess it would depend on who was leading. I AM curious about others. I am definitely analytical, but I'm not sure about the unpredictable side. Of course, I do feel I have a great mind! ;)
Sarah's Plan
She thought my diaper might be part of my problem and changed it for me. I was so pleased with the attention that I flashed my biggest smile all during the activity. When she picked me up and attempted to ease me back to sleep with some gentle swaying, I made sure to remain alert and checked out the whole room around me. I wish she'd turn on a brighter light so I could see a little better. And why aren't her eyes open? She's missing so much!
I finally persuaded her to come to the computer. I really like looking at my hands by the bright glare of the computer screen. And just to make sure I get another trip to her bedroom, I filled my diaper again...this time with something stinky! (ha ha!)
I've got this all planned to keep Mommy out of bed for at least one hour. I'm a little worried about phase 2 of my plan though, because I've started yawning. And I'm thinking that my bed really would be more comfortable; more so than balanced on Mommy's lap while she types. I may get to include Daddy in my plan if I can just hold out a little longer. I did put him under my spell for a little while last night. Eventually I had to give in, but that won't stop me from trying again!
*YAWN* Uh-oh, this is not part of the plan! My eye lids are experiencing longer response times. I think I need a short rest and get back to...planning...a...new...strategy. *zzzzzzzzz*
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Christmas Video
Monday, December 14, 2009
Owie!
So when Joseph recently learned to say 'owie', it was a little foreign to our ears. Unfortunately, Joseph gets to practice this word OFTEN. He's always crashing, falling, bumping or otherwise feeling injured. He's been using it so much that I'm beginning to wonder if he is substituting it for other words he doesn't know. It seems to be a word to express dissatisfaction or a negative feeling.
Today when Leah went to kiss him, he said 'owie.' I thought it was a funny response, but then maybe Leah has a killer kiss! Maybe he didn't use 'owie' by accident then. :)
Failing to lose
And I don't know if I should complain about the treats that we have received or say, "Thanks! Keep them coming!" Honestly, the goodie plates are one of the anticipated Christmas traditions for me. It's too bad I know so many people with good recipes!
And eating out with two different company Christmas parties hasn't helped. No wonder New Year's Resolutions happen AFTER Christmas! Wouldn't it be self-sabotage if they were Thanksgiving Resolutions?
I guess I could be grateful for the extra layers of insulation as it has been extra cold this month. Too bad I've "shot myself in the foot" with this approach; I can't zip up my coat! Arrrgh!
Rebekah-ism
Yes, I suppose a beating could be painful; provided it is administered correctly. And then there is the beating Chad administered last night. About 20 minutes later, I returned the beating. It was too late to play a tie-breaker game. We love Settlers of Catan. :)
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Keeping Creativity on its toes!
Tonight, she couldn't eat because of her toes. I guess they hurt or something. I think she'd been kneeling and sitting back on her heels, toes flexed. Whatever the reason, Chad and I had to have her repeat her excuse because we were sure we'd heard wrong. We hadn't.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Checking in
It's SIX BELOW right now. I have an errand or two I'd like to run, but I have no desire to take 3 small children out in this weather. It's sunny, but frigid. Ugh.
It's also stopping me from running our Christmas gifts around the neighborhood. We got almost half delivered Sunday night and haven't gotten back to it yet. The ward choir is going caroling next Friday. I wonder what the chances of a decent warm-up by then are? Weather plagued us in June when we were trying to have our summer picnic. We must be a cursed choir!
Our tub situation has not really improved. Since Daniel gets to have braces, our tub fund has been hijacked. Now, the only way to fill the bathtub is via the shower head. Why does it seem that the water builds up really fast around your ankles when the drain is plugged, but when you're actually TRYING to fill it, things take forever? We've got the holes covered with a shower curtain liner and the trusty all-purpose board. The plastic is billowing from the cold air currents flowing under the house. It makes me long for a heated toilet seat! Maybe I'll plug some of the holes with washcloths the next time the tape comes off.
I am done with Christmas shopping (except for Chad's stocking). I am not done with Christmas sewing or Christmas cards (though the letter is written). I have to finish Christmas pajamas so that I can get pictures for the cards and my December calendar page. I am looking forward to being able to sit in front of the Christmas tree BEFORE Christmas day and do nothing while soaking up the twinkle of colored lights.
We've started sleeping Sarah in her crib. So the trips to the crib every two hours are starting to take their toll. Ugh. I am tired. I hope she can sleep through the night before too much longer. I can't remember what it feels like to do that.
We were in Hagerman this past Monday for a special FHE. We picked up the boys from school about 2:45 and arrived about 5:30. The kids had fun with their cousins and I was sure they'd be sleepy in the car. This is good and bad. Good because they'll sleep, bad because when they do wake up, they'll be monsters. Between the snow plows and the screaming kids, I nearly crashed the van. I did have to drive onto the median once, but the kids slept through that. Often, there were 3 kids going at it at once. Daniel didn't cry at all...probably because he slept through it all. I was crying; mentally.
Chad and I must have been playing "good cop, bad cop" because while I was making threats and counting to three (I used to be able to count higher than that, before I had kids), he was talking kindly and trying to find things that would make them happy. I was just looking for the biggest telephone pole to wrap the van around. We got home just after midnight.
So while we love visiting family, I'm really DREADING making trips to anywhere over 100 miles away. I think we have to set a ban on driving in the dark. And not at the same time that the murderous snow plows are out. They don't just plow snow, they plow you!
And now you're caught up. :)
Friday, December 04, 2009
Brace Face
As it is, he's back to drinking motrin and tylenol while we battle the pain from the TMJ, which is exacerbated by the bad bite he has...hence the braces.
I thought the bill from the TMJ doctor was pricey. We could fund the next 5-6 Christmases, nicely, with what it's going to cost to fix his teeth. And it's only the top half. We're getting a nice collection of bills here. I kind of wonder what will be next.
Anyone want to hire me? I'm good for nothing and complain a lot, but I'll work really hard to drive the paycheck to the bank (unless you do direct deposit).
Stay tuned for pictures near the end of the month!
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Watery Eyes
After the movie was over, Leah brought it back upstairs and held it up for me to see. "This movie makes your eyes water," she said. I guess the part about the family losing their beloved horse was too much for her horse-loving heart. It made her weepy, but she didn't know how to explain it.
Frankly, I was surprised that she would be so affected by a cartoon. She's turning 6 one month from today. It seems we have a sensitive heart in our bunch!
Thanksgiving
We visited family in Utah for Thanksgiving. We stayed at my mom's house one last time before she moves (again) to the house that I lived in from 16 years old until I got married.
Dinner was at a sister's house - a 50 min +/- drive from my mom's. The kids were glad to get out of the car. We were there for 6 hours. It was nice to visit with my youngest sister and her tough-looking-but-friendly husband. Too bad we didn't get to spend more time with Amber and Cody. We enjoy playing games with them. It was a wake-up call to see my little brother. He's getting old! (No offense, Aaron.) And if he's getting old, I'm getting old; a fact that has become a bigger reality to me this year. I think Aaron may always be a 16-year-old boy in my mind, since that's about the time I left on my mission. My sister, Andrea, and her husband hosted and put a lot of work into preparing and recovering from the 30+ people in their home. I saw my Aunt Bonnie for the first time in several years. I think she's got a magic potion because she doesn't seem to have aged since I last saw her! I also met her husband, Eric; a very pleasant fellow!
Here are some of the men in my family. Crazy...all of them!



The day after Thanksgiving, I spent much of the day with my mom...cleaning up her house to move back into and doing a little light shopping. While we were gone (with Sarah, of course), Chad took the kids on a hike. It was a bit cold, but I think they had fun.
They are such great looking kids!

And possibly needing a little therapy.

That night, I asked my mom if she'd be willing to watch the kids (all 6) for a little while so Chad and I could get out. I was feeling a little guilty for abandoning him all day with no one to visit with or anything to do. While we were gone, the kids got to make cards with Grandma. I think they had fun!

The next morning (about 8 AM), Chad took Daniel, Nathan and Leah back to the hiking trail to see if they could get farther without the littler ones. They'd heard there was a waterfall and wanted to see if they could find it. That's some cold hiking! They saw lots of ice, snow and mud, but Leah had to go to the bathroom before they got to the waterfall. It was probably OK since the trail was getting more difficult and they weren't really prepared for hiking.

I love this picture of Daniel helping Leah up the slippery trail!

Nathan suddenly became interested in leaves this trip.

When we got home, we noticed a wet spot in the bathroom carpet. Ugh. Chad took the back part of the wall off in the bathroom and found the problem(s). That leak has been at it for at least 2 weeks. And it of course couldn't be an easy fix...the parts are old enough to be hard to find. We are now considering replacing the whole tub and re-doing the surround. Merry Christmas, house!
Here is Chad's temporary fix after breaking into the wall. That board was first used under my daybed mattress when I was a kid. We've used it for many things over the years, but never as part of the wall! It's held up by packing tape. Anyone else have something they'd like Chad to come over and work on? He's really quite handy!

And look at my Sweet Sarah. She really likes those animals dangling above her. Here, she is talking to them. :)

In other news, Daniel's jaw has started hurting again. We made it a month. But it was a great month! He'll see the DR on Friday. He also has an orthodontist appointment next month. That will be fun.
Three
And the kids were all complaining as I forced them into hats.
I wonder if they'll ever realize that I saved their lives today? ;)
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Near Death Experience?
The parson spider is a nuisance in homes and is generally non-toxic; although some people may experience allergic reactions to the bites. The parson spider is about 1/2 inch long and may vary in colour from brown to black. The front segment of the body tends to be a chestnut colour, while the abdomen is greyish with a distinctive white or pink pattern along its middle. The body is covered with fine hairs, giving a velvety appearance. The parson spider is usually found outdoors under rocks or in piles of brush or firewood. This spider does not spin a web, but wanders on the ground in search of prey. Indoors, this spider wanders about at night and conceals itself beneath objects or in clothing during the day. Most bites from this spider occur at night or when it is trapped in clothing. While the parson spider is not considered venomous, bite symptoms are variable in severity. Some people may experience localized allergic swelling and itching in addition to initial pain. A few persons may experience excessive swelling, nervousness, nausea, sweating and elevated temperatures from the bites.
You thought the biggest risks involved in lighting a tree were electrocution or falling from the ladder, didn't you? Beware of those bins stored in the garage all summer - danger lurks!
*SNIFF*
Here is our Christmas tree. Isn't it a beauty? It was only $25 at Home Depot. Love it.
Chad says it's a bush, but I think it's beautiful. But even better than its looks is the way it smells. My living room smells like a pine forest. It's wonderful! I made sure to put a new vacuum bag in the vacuum before cleaning up the pine needles that fell while we set the tree up. I want nothing to interfere with those little scent sticks when I go to vacuum in the next few weeks. (Incidentally, if you store your vacuum bags with your fabric softener sheets, you get the smell of freshly washed laundry the first few uses of your bags.)And when I string the lights on (which is what I'm going to do after posting this and making sure Sarah is sleeping), I won't have to wrap the lights out on each branch and back again. Our Christmas tree last year had to be done that way to avoid having it look like a spool of wire. And if that presents a pretty picture, maybe you'd like to know that I also had to resort to twist ties to keep the lights on the branches. The worst part of all that is trying to untangle it all after all the good memories have been made.
OK...I'm going to go back to my heavily-scented living room. I wonder if these trees have been artificially scented? If so...what a great idea!
Post Script: I went out to string the lights, testing each strand before starting. When I got done and plugged them in, this is what I got. Figures. I ended up lighting this tree an equivalent of 2 times. I'm really going to enjoy those little twinklers now!
Running out of time
I was sitting in the rocking chair this morning with Sarah asleep on my chest. Her soft, warm little body was completely relaxed and fit perfectly against me. It was so peaceful. However, I was mentally going through a list of why I should get up and get busy.
I have cookies to bake, lights to put on a tree, more laundry to do, a Christmas letter to write, calendars to make, a really long list of sewing, phone calls that have been put off too long, a shower to take, and I need to go to the bathroom.
At one point, I made a move to get up and then sank back into the chair. The jobs would not be affected by another 10 minutes of blissful rocking. (But eventually, that bathroom thing got me up.)
It feels like this is the worst time for Christmas to be looming. I am running out of time with my baby! This is my last chance to hold MY baby. Any baby after this will probably still be cute and soft and warm, but it won't be mine. If I'm blessed enough, I'll have grandkids, but I fully expect that bond to be different...and they won't be MINE.
When Joseph was a baby, I knew I was getting close to the end. I began to understand why youngest kids are spoiled. It's not because the parents are tired and don't care anymore, though that certainly happens. It's because the parents realize that the baby years are beginning to slip from their grasps and they are trying a little harder to hold on to them. That's why the 5-year-old is sitting on Mommy's lap during church, even though they are way past old enough to sit on the bench. (Learn it from me now, all you young parents - and quit judging those families for being bad parents. Your time is coming!)
And while I want Daniel to grow up and act older than he really is, I'm hoping Sarah will stay small a little longer and be my sweet baby. (It's so hard to believe that something so small and innocent is going to have me pulling my hair out in less than two years. How is that possible?) It's no wonder my kids are so confused; their mother is living in two worlds!
So, is there any way to push Christmas back a little longer (like a year), so I can cuddle my little one and still get my long list done in time?
Monday, November 30, 2009
Three Months!
This video was taken this morning. She's turned into quite the little talker and I was trying to capture it. Unfortunately, she was more interested in looking at me. I did get her talking a tiny bit, but nothing like she can when she's trying to keep herself from the pits of boredom.
I know I'm a little (OK...enormously) biased, but don't you think she's got an adorable smile? You may notice the bib. We've been drooling a little while now, but she's started soaking her clothes and it doesn't seem like a good thing when the weather is so cold.



I snapped this picture one afternoon when I saw Leah sitting on Joseph's bed with him on her lap. She was slowly rocking him and he was sitting very still. She's definitely got the Mommy gene! You'll notice how much of her lap he takes up. A true family bond...I love it!

OK...some of you still haven't seen my new hair. It's kind of hard to show. And I'm gritting my teeth to put a picture of myself on here. I just would rather have the image of myself that I keep in my head; it's a little kinder. This was right before bed, too. (I have a whole list of excuses for this photo.) I was trying to keep my 2nd chin out of the picture. I think I almost succeeded.

Misguided Priorities
Apparently, people don't like to respond to emails right away because it gives the impression that they have nothing else to do. (In contrast, they reply to texts right away because it would be rude not to.)
Huh. I guess I can't hide it any longer. It's not that I don't have anything else to do, but rather that I just find checking my email more appealing. Which is really a puzzle, since I rarely get anything that needs responding to. So if you send me an email, expecting a response, it's not that I don't have anything else to do, it's just that I'm addicted to the computer screen. (Did that seem like a lot of commas for one sentence to anyone else?)
And now I'm back to putting my laundry away...in case you wondered if I ever do anything that I'm supposed to.
Surprised myself!
This really isn't a good lesson for me. It's supposed to be a bad thing to eat the good stuff. Where is my depression-inducing consequence?
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Christmas conundrum
The hard part is, with so many different families, come different likes and dislikes. So I think this family might like this, but that family will snarl and toss it aside. So then I think I could do this, but that family might wonder what I was thinking. And then I think, I could do this, but then realize that I'm not spending that much on my own kids.
So, what do I do to show all the families that we're thinking of them, without our time or effort going to waste because they either didn't like it and tossed it, or don't have a use for it, or ... you get my point.
Does anyone have any suggestions for good gifts? I know we could draw pictures and send warm greetings. I get that. I'm trying to actually think of tangible gifts that can be used/enjoyed for at least a small while. I don't have a lot of time to make things (6 kids of my own to create for with not so much time to do that), and my budget is a little smaller than other years.
Maybe there is a good family gift that everyone could enjoy? What are some things that your family has received that you liked? Games? Treats? What?
SEND ME YOUR IDEAS!
Monday, November 23, 2009
Alarm Clock
I have one of those. You could even set your watch by her. The first snatch of sleep a night can last up to four hours, but it's every two hours after that. Try waking her up to get her to eat more and lengthen the time between alarms. You really only waste more time that you could spend sleeping. (I suppose I'm thankful that it only takes 15 minutes to get her back to bed?)
We went to bed a bit earlier last night than normal. For most people, this means more sleep. For me, it means more feedings. I melted blissfully into the sheets at 6 AM, haunted by the knowledge that I didn't have much time left. I am tired! I think I need to find a way to adjust my alarm clock. Anyone know a good clock tinker?
Friday, November 20, 2009
Shaken Baby
Eventually, Sarah woke up and wanted a snack before she'd go back to sleep. I finally got her to sleep again, including positioning her just right on Chad's pillow, tucking in the bedding around her and even putting my pillow on her (not her face!).
Then I started looking for my cell phone because I wanted to make a long-distance phone call. I could find the house phone, but no cell phone. I knew it was there somewhere! I kept patting the covers, feeling around and under and even peeking in the spaces by Sarah. I finally gave up the blind searching and decided to use my ears, too. I called the cell phone with the house phone. I could hear it vibrate, then I heard it ring. It appeared that Sarah could hear it, too, because she started to wiggle. Oh no! I don't want that! So I hung up and renewed my search efforts.
I concentrated my search closer to Sarah since it was obviously close to her. The more invasive I got, the more worried I was that she'd wake up. Off came the pillow, back came one blanket, then the next, then the sheet. Well no wonder she'd started wiggling as soon as the phone started to vibrate; she was on top of it! There's nothing like a soothing massage in the small of a baby's back to ensure a restful afternoon nap.
Finally getting published!
So, regardless of my fame as a writer, I can always say I was published. It just came out of my own pocket.
It reminds me of some books I recently checked out of the library. They were based on LDS converts in England - the writer's ancestors. The writing was so bad (immature and unpolished) that I couldn't even get through the first 10 chapters of the first book. (And now I sound like a book snob.) I wondered how the writer even found a publisher for his work. Then I read the book flap and publisher info. The guy is a publisher! He publishes several magazines. He must have figured he'd break into the book world since he had the right "connections." We can't all be so fortunate.
So, I may or may not be a gifted writer (if this guy can get away with that level of writing, we should all try to write), but I am published - or will be. The difference is one copy compared to 100's or 1000's.
I am curious to know what the photos will look like. Many of them were flagged for quality in printing. Since I was focused on my blogging and not necessarily the pictures that were included, I let them all slide. They may be really grainy, but should support the text well enough. We'll see in about 3 weeks.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Youth is dead
She wanted to know if the KID died. She isn't able to make a connection between childhood and adulthood. After all, it's not like I'm a butterfly and went through a complete rebirth! I told her that I just changed slowly as I got older. I'm not sure she really understood. But then I started pondering her question.
I'm sure a part of me has died since I was a child. The innocence is gone. The wide-scale trust is gone. Much of the wonder is gone. Some of the naivete is gone (much still remains). In some ways I mourn the losses. The scriptures tell us to be more childlike. I have strayed far from that and would like to regain some of the purity and joy that comes with childhood.
But in other ways, I'm glad for the maturity that protects me from the incredible evil that thrives in the world and even my small community. I am often stunned at the hold Satan has got on people and the way he has of using these people to try to shame others into joining them. Truly, this can't go on much longer. Don't worry about unplugging your toaster to save energy and prevent the earth's resources from running out...it won't get that far before evil takes over or Christ returns to do a serious housecleaning!
So after thinking along these lines, I'm less worried about my youth being dead as I am about my children's youth being murdered. They are so young and inexperienced. I hope that our efforts as parents here at home will give them the protection they need to reach adulthood as healthy, happy people - physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.
Wow. This post totally changed sentiment as I typed! I thought I was going to be witty and comical and ended up charging up my testimony. Go Freedom of Speech!
Monday, November 16, 2009
Rollercoaster!
I WAS at 177.8 on Wednesday. I guess I should be grateful I had any loss at all since I was over 181 on Saturday morning.
It's hard to not eat the yummy stuff. When I can see the food, I can't see my rear. And when I do see my rear, all I see is the food I ate when I didn't need to. WEAK! I am weak!
It really does help to have the b-day cake in the garage. Not only is it out of sight and harder to get to, but it's frozen! It's hard to sneak a slice of hard-to-cut cake.
Let's hope this week is more successful. There are no birthdays this week.
I. Must. Drink. More. Water.
Friday, November 13, 2009
Happy Birthday, Joseph!

And that's the easy part! Then you have to fight for the opportunity to play with the presents. We only gave Joseph 4 gifts and only one of them was a toy. Good thing it had 39 pieces; that's roughly 8 pieces a kid!
I was helping Joseph blow out his candle. I didn't want him to try to extinguish it with his hands, so I had my arms around him. When it came time to really help him blow out the flame, I failed miserably. I think I was just too far away.
I can analyze what went wrong if I want since Chad was recording. We'll be able to laugh at Mommy for the next 30 years. It was a big cake. We only cut pieces that didn't have ducks on them, so the cake was quite a show piece by the time we were done! We'll have dessert for the next week...it was two cake mixes in a 12" x 2" pan.
And now I fear for my weigh-in on Monday. I have been under 180 all week, but eating out tonight (it was the fried onion that I fear the most) and the cake may have been my undoing. I did stick to only one roll though and ate my salad with very little dressing and drank almost 2 huge glasses of water. I didn't have them "load" my baked potato and only ate half of the roasted chicken on my plate. And I ate less cake than I would normally eat. I guess we'll just have to see how it all works out.
Anyway, Joseph is a very cute 2-year-old. He's starting to repeat sounds and we can get him to say "things" when he's in an agreeable mood. (By "things" I mean, animals sounds; "ess" - that mean yes or this...interchangeably; ball - his first official word; and "lick-lick" - something that Leah felt she needed to teach him.) But this boy is very smart and understands WAY more than it looks like he should. And he's the best at throwing things in the garbage. Apparently, that's a skill you lose with age, so I don't know how long he'll keep it up. I'm just enjoying it while I can! He makes Chad help him "say prayers" at night, though all he's really doing is saying, "eh" when Chad pauses to have him repeat the words. He's got the CUTEST little face and his smile is killer.
Happy Birthday, Joseph! You're not a baby anymore!
Pay It Forward
I'll make something for the first three people to comment on this post.
Those three people need to have a blog and post the PIF Game so the fun keeps going. I have till December 31, 2009 to send a goodie package to you.
Please leave a blog link or e-mail in your comment so I have a way to contact you for your snail mail address.
If you're local, I don't need your address...unless you've moved since I last visited! (Can't actually think who that might be...)
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Oats
He loves to play and leaves me alone long enough to finish what I'm doing. It does get all over of course, but it's not a wet or sticky mess and I can usually scoop most of it back into the container. The rest just gets swept up and thrown away, but that usually less than 1/4 cup.
Unfortunately for Joseph, he's not the only one that thinks it's fun to play in the oats!
Blogged! and Self Reflections
Anyway, I don't imagine that my book of blog posts is going to hit the market anytime this century. I'm only ordering one book of each. But if any of you ever wanted to create a memory book or similar, they have it set up that other people can order the book if they want it.
I am putting my posts into books by year. Since I started in October of '06, the first volume will have 2006 and 2007. It has 200 pages! 2008 is a bit shorter. As I was going through the first one, I came across several little things the kids had said or done that I'd forgotten all about. I look forward to the kids reading about themselves years down the road from now. We'll have our own family scrapbook!
I figure between the blog, my journal and the scrapbook pages I print, we'll have a fairly decent record of our family's adventures.
I've decided that it's also going to be a bit humbling as I look back at my writing over the years. I don't imagine there is anyone that reads my blog that doesn't understand I'm a bit opinionated. In some ways, my blogging has been a valuable outlet for my frustrations and angry feelings. Sometimes I haven't used it in the best way and lashed out at others under the protection of the computer screen.
I've been thinking of this for a while now. I've finally decided to let go of the grudges and attitudes that haven't been doing me any favors. It's going to be a little difficult to change life-long habits so abruptly, and I imagine I may struggle a bit, but I hope it will lighten the mood I often let myself brood in. There are a lot of things that have happened in my life that I might have the right to be upset about, but I've done a lot of things that aren't so great as well. So I'm trying to be a better and nicer (to be around) person.
I know many people won't believe I'm sincere or that I can do it. Those are probably the people I've offended the most. I don't blame them for being skeptical. And I can't do anything to make them change their opinion of me, other than try to be better. I hope that they will eventually forgive me and allow damaged relationships to heal.
All I really want right now is a lighter heart, a happier family and an increased testimony in spiritual things. Those things only come from me, though. So I'd better get to work!
How RUDE!!
Usually, it's Daniel's name in there, but I think everyone has had the judgement against them. Even Leah's friends at school have been branded. Heck, Rebekah even says characters in her computer games are rude sometimes. It's something that's a little over used around here.
So last night, it wasn't much of a surprise when Rebekah appeared at the side of our bed claiming that Daniel was being rude. It wasn't real likely, unless Rebekah and Daniel were up together sometime between midnight and 4 AM, but there wasn't any point in telling her she'd been dreaming.
So, to keep the peace (and his warm place in bed), Chad moved over and Rebekah climbed in. I got up at 4 to take care of Sarah and noticed our revised sleeping arrangements. Rebekah had as much room as I did! Now who's being rude?
It was about that time we talked her back into her bed...before she got nudged out of the bed and onto the floor. It would have really been rude to have to listen to her scream when she landed on her head!
Well Done!
As it turned out, I lost the auction and now get to cut the crusts off my bread or pay to have the family's teeth capped. Those are some very dark brown loaves of bread.
But that experience wasn't enough for me.
It's Joseph's b-day on Friday and I was baking his cake. I started it too late, which is the real problem. It's a big cake pan and had two cake mixes in it. I needed to leave for a doctor's appointment and the cake was still very jiggly in the middle. So I turned the temp down to 300 degrees and left a note for Daniel to turn the oven off when he got home from school - 40 minutes from then.
I tried calling Daniel from the doctor's office. I was calling to him through the answering machine but had to hang up when he didn't pick up. He said he heard me but couldn't find me! When he checked the garage and saw that the van wasn't there, he figured he'd imagined it. I finally did get him to answer the phone a little after 4. I asked him if he'd turned off the oven. I should have taped the note to the front door or television, because he really had no chance of finding it otherwise. I told him how to turn off the oven and asked if anything smelled like it was burning. The very brown bread was still on the counter, so I'm sure things already smelled burnt anyway.
So the cake cooked for 45 minutes on 350 and 70 minutes on 300. It's not burned (I know...amazing), but it's a little dry on one side. Luckily, it's two cake mixes, so there will still be enough cake to eat.
Chad asked me tonight if I was going to do any baking tomorrow. I probably should have kicked him, but I just replied that I'd probably better not.
And the doctor appointment that we were rushing off to? Sarah and Rebekah had check-ups today. Sarah got 3 shots and an oral vaccine. Rebekah has been granted a stay until next year when she gets her Kindergarten shots. Sarah is 57% and 56% in her height and weight. Rebekah is 20% and 50%. That's better than their mother who's probably 20% and 95%. I'm trying, though. The scale was kind to me this morning. I hope I didn't ruin by eating too much crustless bread for lunch!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Sleep like a baby?
I wish I could sleep so well! Sarah is still waking every two hours if I put her in the bassinet. She sleeps double that, or more, if I put her in the swing. I'm hoping to switch her to the crib next month. So I'll just have a longer walk to get to her all through the night.
Luckily, Joseph hasn't tried to carry her like Rebekah did to him. That was a little heart attack that I don't wish to experience ever again. Good memories, though. :)
Rebekah said, "Heavy!" Monday, November 09, 2009
FHE tonight
When it was time to for Daniel's lesson, he stood up in front of all of us and read from a paper he'd written on. This was his paper:

I hope you can read it. He did an AWESOME job and did it without help! I was so proud of him. Maybe you can see where we ripped the corner off - we wrote down and picked out names of a person to serve all week. I got Leah. :)
For the activity, we made these little turkeys.

Then we had the turkeys show off their turkeys.

And then Rebekah called Nathan "popcorn head" (the beginning of the end). Now, it's bedtime and everyone is running around the house screaming, crying and fighting. We've come down from our successful FHE victory and things have returned to "normal."


